I am behind on everything, including updating my blog. Last night I told Jason, that there is a part of me that feels like I am currently existing in a state of varying degrees of failure because I don't have time or energy to do anything well. This includes, cleaning, being social with family and friends, getting to appointments on time, remembering obligations, cooking dinner (which I haven't even attempted!), spending quality time with all three children, and the list goes on. Thankfully, I have two voices. I have a voice of fears, anxities and low confidence.